Insomniac..x.x
Meh. To be honest, I’m posting right now, starting at 3:57 AM, because I told someone I would. ^-^ I’d be more enthusiastic if I could, Yun, but at the moment my brain’s overclocked.
Sometimes I wonder when my life is ever going to take a turning point. Y’know, a point in one’s life where it seems everything might change all at once, hopefully for the better? ‘Cuz honestly? These are supposed to be the best years of my life, and I’m not feeling it. I’m stuck at home living with my parents because I couldn’t afford life out on my own with college if my life depended on it. I haven’t left
Maryland in years, and even when I did it wasn’t longer then a week. My schedule revolves around work, school, schoolwork and the chores my parents lay down for me, leaving no worthwhile time to do what -I- want to do. = Any time I mention this to my mom or dad, they shrug and say “Welcome to adulthood, Tom.”
Y’know what? Adulthood is when I have my own house and can walk nekkid through it in a ‘christening’ ceremony. It’s when I actually have the freedom and the financial security to do what I want instead of what’s necessary. Because…Seriously, necessity isn’t fun. >.< Getting socks for Christmas isn’t fun, even if you need them. Getting that Playstation 3 that I’ve been wanting for so long but haven’t had the money for’s better, even when my feet are cold. <.<; Hint-hint. Nudge-nudge.
Anyways, sorry this post wasn’t as long as I wanted to make it; but I need my sleep. x.X Desperately. I’m reconfiguring the blog, so if you see “Don’t stick it in her Pooper!” then it’s probably in construction.
‘Cuz you know Tommeh will stick it in her pooper if he damn well pleases. =p
